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Name: sierra
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Birthday: 7/5/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: music, percussion, Photography, night time,Thunderstorms, being outside/goin for walks, hopeless debate, meaningless conversation, intellectual conversation, laughing, making people laugh, fellowship, attempting to meet new people.
Expertise: i'm pretty good at being who i am.
Occupation: free thinker
Message: message me
Jabber: mirfelerfelsnuppagous!
Member Since:
9/13/2003
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| The Livingwell House fits.
it's nice to find a church you feel comfortable in and one you feel like going back to. Although work sometimes gets in the way of me going.
This studio job i got is kinda stressful. i get scheduled hours, but i get called off alot so i'm not making as much because i'm working less even though i make more per hour. It's a neat job, but it's not forever. Luckily i might be doing some freelance portraiture in a studio and where ever else it's needed with a fellow student. I'm stoked.
I want to travel. Going to pittsburgh again for spring break sounds like a good idea. And going to montana to visit kristi.
i've almost got my Associates from GRCC and i dont know what im doing afterrr. i suppose if i can find a decent job then i'll just do that.... otherwise maybe more college with the same major or a different one. I dunnoo... too many options.
I feel like i want to do something big. Scratch that. Perhaps i just need to. Sometimes i get restless. I suppose i should pray about it. I think God has something in store for me. I think there's a plan. I'm excited.
I guess we'll see what happens. | | |
| got the photo studio job.
so ready to be done with target for atleast the season.
i feel drained.
i dunno what to do about it.
pray i guess.
then what?
i feel like i should only rely on myself to fix that along with the guidance of God.
Yet reassurance from loved ones is always heartwarming.
alas i must strive to fill myself up with God's grace.
Nobody really reads this much. i think that's why i like it. | | |
| I applied for the job i want. The lady i talked to said she was gonna give me a call this week 'cause she looked at my app and wanted to talk to me more. Lets just hope i hear back from her forreal! *fingers crossed* if i dont i'll probably be fairly bummed.... i need out of retail cashiering craaaap.
On another note, i've been falling in and out of step with God lately. not that there's been any disbelieve or anything, but i just feel like i need to strengthen the bond. It's weird too because i was flipping through the channels and came across some guy who was talking about connections with God and how it's easy to be connected when everything is going well, but as soon as things head down hill it gets a lot harder. I guess this is sorta true but sometimes it's kind of opposite for me. Either way i'm just trying to communicate better again. I keep finding how important it is to do so.
i also need to think less. "sometimes people use thought not to participate in life" -perks of being a wallflower.
I'm not trying to opt out, i guess i just over analyze things because i'm afraid to fail. I need to stop thinking so much and start doing a little more. It can be a little more risky and result in falling down, but i don't think it's necessarily anything i cant recover from. God grants us enough grace to get through each day, it's just a matter of knowing how and when to use it.
I want to learn and grow.
so i gotta push myself out of my comfort zone.
here i go. | | |
| My brain feels mushy.
i need to go after that job i want. i need to stop being afraid of not getting it and being stuck where i am longer.
i also need to find some balance. Timewise. i cant make everybody happy all of the time. i know. Buuut i think that with a little more management i might be able to make things work out a little better on my behalf as well as my parents.
how come other peoples parents let them stay out and go out when ever and aren't so upset if they dont get to hang out with their kid all the time? Dont get me wrong, i love my parents and they're fun to be around but its much more fun to be with someone you care about when you aren't guilt tripped into doing so.
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i'm 20 now.
i dont know what classes to take in the fall.
i dont know what i want to do after i get my associates.
transfer? try to get a job? or go for another major? | | |
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